I wonder
I wonder what would - could - happen, if I were to actually post on this blog more than once than my tiny brain allows me to through all of my ADD? I wonder if at some point all of my seemingly meaningless thoughts beyond most individual reality allows (or even wants to - I don't blame people for not thinking this is a shit-show we live in, after all, ignorance is bliss). And oh, how I long for those blissful days, though I know not when they ever existed for me. I have always questioned the nasty, disgusting methods of this "reality" we live in. How we are so easily programmed to think and act a certain way. And as good as we can all be, how in one relationship or a lifetime of negative relationships we can be forever changed and ripped into the darkness of this world. And I feel that pull. I know the world isn't black and white - it is FULL of color beyond those shades and the ones they create combined. Reds, blues, greens, pinks - ALL of the colors. And I fee...
